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Just wanted to talk about worms in a safe place!
I stopped looking at my nose for a couple weeks, I am just so frustrated that NO ONE can see these worms! I am still working on a shorter video so I can upload it. I tried looking at UTube videos on proceedures of people getting "polops" removed from their noses! WOW, I learned a lot about the inside of the human nose! I wish my problem was a "polup" instead of this discusting "worm-thing" it is so sick, I decided to see what would happen to the pinkish devieated-septum I believed was the problem inside my left nostril! So, I found my flashlight that gets a bit hot at the tip and sat there with it at the opening of my nostril, after about a minute I looked at it, IT MOVED!! I figured out that the thing inside my left nostril is some kind of "FOOD GATHERING MEMBRAINE" EEEWWWW!! Thats why I kept getting these dried up things out of that side, those are the leftovers of the last bug that got comsumed! It seems like when anything goes into my nose it gets into that thing and is somehow absorbed like a web for spiders! Yah, good old spiders, what about them? I also looked really hard inside my belly button, Did I mention that I lost over a hundred pounds just before all this ; by way of a gastric bypass? So, I get way into my button only to find little white legs squeezed into the last little wrinkle, just past the RECENTLY HATCHED SACK MADE OF MY SAME SKIN AND ATTATCHED TO THE SIDE!! Did I also mention, NO ONE ELSE CAN SEE THESE!! I am so scared I can't sleep, eat, or leave my house unless absolutely necessary! My house might actually get saved through that naca orginization, I just hope I get all the required documents into their office before this WORM-THING GETS INTO MY BRAIN!! Sorry I just was crying this morning and when I blew my nose; NOTHING CAME OUT! That thing has blocked my mucus on both sides it is just a matter of time before it starts at my brain! I HAVE NEVER BEEN SOO SCARED! Did I mention that this thing has a black finlike tail, or maybe thats another creature entirely! I told my family I would LOVE TO BE JUST CRAZY! But when I get some video up Please, some one, any one tell me if you see something or not! Thanx for listening, I have been getting yelled at by my entire family, I can't even talk about it, and crying only makes this marathon migrain worse as I produce mucus that can't come out! I know I should do more but I am so SCARED! I cut some of my hair today and thought I would put it inside a ziplock sandwhich bag, but the lock of hair GOT AWAY BEFORE I COULD GET THE BAG CLOSED! WHAT THE HELL IS GENERATION X GOING TO BE FACING? I dont mean to sound like I am HYSTERICAL! I just don't think that ignoring this is helping! I also wanted any one else who is having the same problems that they are not alone, nor are they crazy! I would love to be just crazy, we have lots of support and medications available for that! But, right now we have nothing and so I wanted to be that something, and that I am still here; fighting for medical justice! Thanx
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Comment by Sherry Taylor on March 2, 2010 at 3:19pm -
Dear Andrea,
No, you don't want to be just crazy trust me..having seen my mother and son go through that... it is much, much worse.
You have several nasty genetically modified critters that are nesting in you and eating you.
Loosing your mind..mind you I haven't experienced it first hand..but being a close witness..is the worst ..you need your mind and body to live..even though of course we all are spirit first.
Seems to be the norm unfortunately that the family doesn't understand.
I went to the local "health food conscious pharmacy" and got them to make up some silver water as I didn't want to wait for the internet at the time. You can buy it from Whole Foods type health food stores. Put it in a spray bottle..spray up nose gently. Salt disolved in warm water is your friend. Bath your nose in it with some cotton or paper towel several times a day..squirt or pour a little of that up to the sinuses too. Bath in it too..epsom salts is the cheapest..and vinegar and borax..all not too expensive. Clean your place continuously with the best cleaners you can get..bleach and peroxide, pinesol..are pretty good. That "Sun" soap in laundromats is good..and several oils peppermint.
I wouldn't bother trying to convince anyone right now, I spent several months..wasting my time going down that road..they don't care and aren't interested..at the moment. There is lots of genuine research and help on the web..but there are also many "cure this in an instant" companies...It hasn't been my experience that these things work..and they can leave you more depressed when you've built your hopes up. but do try stuff anyway.
Hang in there Andrea, we all care Most Sincerely, Sherry
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Comment by Andrea Figueroa on March 1, 2010 at 11:53pm -
Thank you so much! Tonight I was trying to get more video, (which probably will be the last until it is removed!) I have Quick Time as the default video viewer, it's ok for quick viewing. I HAVE TO GET THE LAST VIDEO UP!!! Unfortunately it's 19MB and I don't know how to cut some off so I can get it up there!! Gordon, this creature was actually fighting me to close the opening to my nostril!! I feel like I must be having perception issues! I was trying to use the little muscle or whatever to open my nostril more so I could get a good view to get video and I could see it had somehow found a way to curl it's tail and push on the side of the inside of my nose actually PUSHING THE OUTER SIDE TOWARDS THE MIDDLE AS TO CLOSE OFF THE OPENING!! What kind of CREATURE does that!! OKEY, I WILL ONLY SAY IT ONCE!! SPIDER"S AHHH I AM DEATHLY AFRAID I WONT EVEN GO NEAR MY BELLY BUTTON UNTIL I HAVE A SURE WAY THAT I WON'T SEE IT!AHH This thing has knowledge?? IT LOOKS LIKE A WORM< RUSTY-REDDISH AND PALISH/BROWNISH COLOR THROUGH OUT< AND THAT FIN LIKE TAIL!! I AM NOT MESSING WITH YOU I AM GOING TO WORK ON IT SOME MORE, the video! I know it got in on the top of my nose and was somehow placed probably on the boney part of my nose hanging down from it until hatching, but II think something went wrong and it has FINS at the tail?? I have decided that I almost died several different times in the last four years so I must be meant to be here! We all are meant to be here! I am at the tail of generation X; my sons are that generation! I know we all must stay strong and help this planet grew and evolved because of humans and it could just as much be destroyed by humans! I also wanted to apologize for taking so long to respond as the medications I take make me very tired, (not crazy)! I WISH IT WAS SOMETHING AS EASY AS STOPPING OR STARTING A MEDICATION AND THEN BE ALL BETTER!! I am so grateful for this site, my first and only Blog! I just can't believe how surreal life is and how delecate the life cycle is, I do know that no matter how much I am MEANT TO BE HERE, if I jumped off a bridge I would die!! I NEVER WANT TO DIE! so the only thing left is to fight! THANX AGAIN!
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Comment by Gordon Dye on March 1, 2010 at 8:39pm
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You are, of course NOT crazy. All of us have witnessed activity on the part of this syndrome that is bizarre and unbelievable. Don't worry about that. Your family is acting normal in the presence of this disease. That doesn't mean you are wrong or there is anything wrong with your thinking. Just know that other people not believing this is part of the experience.
That also doesn't mean you won't be cured.
You need to get some Nutra Silver and use it (diluted) under the tongue. That will chase the critters away from your head. After a couple of days, then you should use it (diluted) directly in the nostrils with your head back over the side of a bed. Then it will run down into the sinus cavity. That is not a cure, but it will give you great comfort to get them out of your head.
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