Hello fellow Morgellons people and loved ones,

I'm getting more ruthless..since this stuff can live for 2 years in things..more is going out. The stuff is clean, but I can't keep it that way in my apartment. some things curiously seem to be a magnet...and they can be in the same bag as other stuff that has nothing on it. I read that 80% of the world's COTTON is Bt (genetically modified) and the insects have adapted to it so the control technique does not work anymore. Meanwhile we are forced to buy organic everything at great expense in order to maintain health. Even things made in Canada..the material may come from China and be treated..read buggy. I find a combination of synthetic and cotton..vintage if you can get it is best...but not all of them..modal..bad, some rayons and bamboos, some fleeces, knits, tights(bad)..my favourite boarding thing..darn..oh ya the snowboard went to recycling..forgot.

So off to the Sally Ann to drop off the clean stuff that isn't buggy.

There I bumped into an old rebirthing partner..and was reminded that we are spirit first..so nice. Rabble rouser... she's started a tenants group in her complex..nice spirit..so I'm spurred on to move again..to a place..my fondest wish..indestructable, impermeable floors, and anti-fungal treated paint..a view would be nice..facing the sunny side.

I just love that I was in the right place to bump into my friend M..I like to donate things there because it is the poorest of the second hand places..but I actually hate going in..They told me I had to drop off inside..so anyway a miracle reminded me of a happier time..when I had very litte when the kids were 5 and 8..with a fledgling personal growth business to support them...and I was fully alive and engaged..every moment being an opportunity to grow. I don't think I could have done it if I planned it..not sure how that happened..a wing and a prayer.

I guess I sunk into "M" morass like the boy who kept putting his finger in the holes in the dike.

And amazingly Dr. Sasuki on the Nature of Things was talking about the genetic link that makes some young people have a psychotic break (my son) with marijuana use..the new stronger stuff. He was so calm and it made sense. Still hard to come back from though, I imagine.

some of the descriptions .

.I could see how some doctors would confuse this"M" with delusions because the lesions don't LOOK that big..and they just think you are paranoid if you say you can feel bugs crawling out..(favourite crawl path..from earlob to chin). They think you are crazy because it looks MINOR to THEM.

Meanwhile you feel tortured and invalidated and watch yourself getting sicker...plus it is PAINFULL..but now I'm getting the ITCHY part.

To someone who doesn't know about this..it would be like having biting ants crawling all over you..and some Doctor(derm) says here...take this antipsychotic and it won't bother you..

.like I'm going to SLEEP with things crawling in my nose as if I were in a coffin already....

.and my friend Peter said.

."you also won't live very long".

Well that's not really an option is it folks?

Time to take my potions..garlic etc.

Change of topic

We are having the most awesome weather..even though it is 2 C tonight the days are up to 10 C that's 50 F in American. Too bad about the melting, and lack of snow for the Olympics though.

We really are still nice..don't listen to that British Press..well it is stupid to have a chain link fence around the cauldron

Back to "M"

I just want our society to wake up to the fact that we have a simmering problem.."the meek shall inherit the earth"..bacterium, viruses. fungus, bugs. We're going back to the 50's folks..I'd like to be wrong about this REALLY.

So we are getting well versed on bodybuilding stuff.

I was reading about the Lyme people..not that much different..didn't that Natzi scientist show the Americans how to alter the bacterium and infect vectors(bugs) with it on Plum Island off New Jersey near Connecticut?

I know they let it loose to see if it worked..(AND NOT TELL THEM).. in Florida, the St. Lawrence Seaway, and Winnipeg. People got "chronic fatigue". this was in the a few years ago now, when scientists thought it was ok to do this to people .....of course they wouldn't do that now......

Sincerely,

Sherry Taylor