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Permalink Reply by Bessie Glavas on December 8, 2009 at 8:31am

You bring up an interesting subject. There is only one person that I have told everything to as far as what I have seen and experienced. And that includes others with Morgellons. Some of this stuff was so insane that I can hardly believe it myself. It's little wonder non-Morgies have trouble believing us - we ourselves have trouble believing it!
Do you want to go first? Tell us the worst, most bizarre thing you have seen.

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Permalink Reply by Melvin "Cliff" Hull on December 9, 2009 at 10:42am

Sure Bessie, I warn you this is long and very outrageous and I am taking a big chance here so please give your input positive or negative, I just want to know I can trust you'll understand if you haven't seen anything near this, well... maybe I needed some sleep hehe. I'll tell you what I told the first person my findings, I would completely understand and would never blame you a bit if you thought I was out of my freakin head. It started when I sneezed in the bathroom after a shower. Some "mucus" dots were on the mirror and I didn't clean them right away, but when I came back with windex I noticed they all traveled to the upper right. That got me curious. I will admit I picked a few times hehe and I began noticing they all seemed to have the same shape and as I looked close I saw a string or worm extend and retract till it was dry. They were so small then I kinda freaked but I know we get parasites so investigated and the only thing that was close was pinworms or cottonworms. The more I investigated the worse things got. I started see them lash out a good distance with quite some speed that I wasn't even sure if I had seen it for real, but as they got bigger I still had barely seen the lash but observed the placement of an "egg" or something. People see in "frames", some faster than others. My reflex's as well as metabolism are like lightspeed hehe I believe its said most people see about 30 to 40 frames a sec but I would same I'm more around 60 to 70 so it was hard to show someone first of all and hard not to appear crazy as you know. Try watching under a strobe light if you can, they sell them at Walmart. Then I got the lesions and soon followed were hairs that were alive. I watched as they clinch down on my skin like a wrinkle. They pop or snap when I finally break them free. I bought I bino-microscope and seen slightly transparent scorpions with an octagonal shaped abdomen area and a fluorescent dot in the center, objects that looked like small people, lizards that connected to each other over and over to make 1 long "hair" and watched these hairs appear and disappear as well as penetrate my skin with no feeling of it other than a sense they were there like a slight pressure or vibration. If I caught or removed a hair I only could feel It would appear between my fingers but I had to squeeze so tight or it would get away. When located I didn't realize it was irritating me almost exhausting until it was finally removed. Soon I found myself fighting to keep them out of my cuticles and there they would cause pain. Mainly red colored hairs. I had tickling irritations in my mouth and poked at it for days like an infection till pop out comes a ball of fiber. It happened several times except now they have the shape that appears on Marcs morgellon website. I have good hygiene on my teeth but somehow in 5 or 6 hours developed an absess tooth and had it removed. I've removed tons of long hairs from the next tooth forward. I found pods and squishy membranes that were the same consistency as larvae and when observed they were composed completely of fibers. Depending on a cycle I suppose I can hold my had up with a dark background and see an aura of hairs reaching out in every direction and if I hold my fingers about an in or two away from each other they lash out for one another. If I feel strong activity I can hold hair or some known fiber near my finger tips and they come to reach it. I have had what I thought was a canker sore in my mouth with a knot to one side and can move the knot till it comes out of the canker "hole" and move along my gums and up between my teeth to have several results. 1-It squished 2-It flew away 3-Isolated it to a spot which I could finally and only 1 time see it 4-It entered my fingertips through a split it had made with no blood and appeared to be well sealed but by pushin on the exterior of my skin I could navigate it and if I repeated I would end up with as many lumps as I had attempts 5-moved to the back side (throat side) of a tooth everytime I released or readjusted in attempt to retrieve, I have seen what appeared to be the construction of many insect mainly beetles by transparent "bodies" with the microscope 400x. I think but have not been convinced that their is a large "hair" living in my nasal passage and peeks out on occasion.
I would like to add a couple more things to this long and crazy story. I didn't mention all the fibers throughout my skin or octagons on my skin and items that come in contact because thats pretty well known but I will say this they are clear, white, blue, red, green, black, and white that turns to royal blue at somepoint. Also when I found the larvae all around the house and other places my feet and hands seemed to constantly have a tickle like itch to them and when the second round came, which was in May and 1 month after the 1st sighting I removed one from my foot and found on the floor several crystal balls. I don't know if they came from me or not but I found them the first time and didn't realize they may be part of this until they appeared 1 month later. Under the microscope they had shapes in them of familiar faces, nude images, horses, soldiers, an orange insect like creature but with limbs similar to a human (two arms and two legs) with a large forehead and scalp, there were lots of monster like faces, spiders, scorpions, all were transparent except the "insect". One last thing I'd like to add. I didn't find much that interested me on the net because everyone was soooo concerned with these fibers but screw the fibers what about the "invisible" things all over us and I'm not just talking about the "hairs". Hope I didn't scare you away hehe

Bessie Glavas said:

You bring up an interesting subject. There is only one person that I have told everything to as far as what I have seen and experienced. And that includes others with Morgellons. Some of this stuff was so insane that I can hardly believe it myself. It's little wonder non-Morgies have trouble believing us - we ourselves have trouble believing it!
Do you want to go first? Tell us the worst, most bizarre thing you have seen.

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Permalink Reply by Bessie Glavas on December 9, 2009 at 4:12pm

Cliff -
First, I believe you. I have not had exactly the same things, but know people who are totally sane and have had things happen and seen things that are at least as bizarre as what you describe.
Second, I want to say how sorry I am that you are living with the more extreme symptoms that "we" can get. Trying to hang onto your sanity while going through this is the most difficult thing that most any of us could ever experience. I sometimes wonder how many have committed suicide, people who never even knew that it is this disease.
This has been said by many, but if I didn't have this, I wouldn't believe it for a minute. For this reason, I am SO grateful to the Wymores. Savelys, Staningers, Strickers, Harveys, Kilanis, etc, who are supporting us, believe us, and are trying to help us. Every one of them is an exceptional human being and deserves our support and appreciation.
The most interesting (and frightening) thing you describe are the crystals with the images. Something about this is familiar, like maybe I heard something similar a long time ago. Have you saved these?
I have heard about people developing "tatoos" of things that have significance to them. I've heard this enough times that it must be true.
Another time I will tell a few of the most bizarre things that I have experienced, but I am tired right now and it will take some mental energy to retrieve those memories (from over two years ago).
I hope you are going to be OK, after "going public". Perhaps it will help others to either come forward or to be grateful if it hasn't been so bad for them.

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Permalink Reply by Melvin "Cliff" Hull on December 9, 2009 at 10:12pm

Thanks for hearing me. I wanted to be honest so we could have knowledge of what we're going through and maybe feedback could keep us sane. I have kept the crystals and have found a few more but I only remain with two. They are crumbling away though. I forgot to mention the second crystal, it was kind of a triangle shape but 1/4'' long like a pencil is octagon and a length but it tapered at the ends and what was very intriging to me and blowing my mind is I've found metal, small metal wire in strange places but paid no attention really till this crystal appeared because through the center and out each end was a metal 'wire'. I checked it out under the microscope and most metals have some time of marking from tooling or creation and the ends were perfectly round not cut or broke. Honestly I thought it might belong to a kids necklace but I don't know it was too coincidental after all I had seen. It doesn't appear to have anything but a few orange dot in it could just be my cheetohs or something. I have my ways of keeping order and not wasting valuble time on worthless things. I know I am exhausted and stressed beyond reality at times so I don't talk about anything unless I -thought I had seen it-seen it again I'm pretty sure-sure as hell seen it- and finally there it is with no question. With that said imagine how many hairs, larvae, eggs, beetles, transparent things, insects not taught about here in America or abroad I have had to disregard or movement or visual hide and seek games I've played with these things. They think, they have some inteligence but not the brightest or maybe they are and its just they have weakness we don't know about yet such as light (frequencies), noise or music (frequencies), communication (freq's), or EMR, Delta waves or Sine waves or Microwaves- my God I need to know. Everything that I mentioned in this discussion, crazy sounding or not, has a logical explanation or can be explained under newtons laws of physics or quantum physics which unless your a scientist your not interested in it. I can tell you a reason for everybit of it. Even miniature creations of things, I don't remember if I said it or not but the faces and monster like creatures seemed to be so so familiar that I thought maybe this TDNA conversion theory may very well be true. I don't remember whats its called but I've heard of it a few times in my life, as well as watch an Oprah show in her early years that talked about storing memory in cells not just brain cells but throughout your body and it is very common when recieving a professional massage to bust out in tears of sadness or happiness because a memory was triggered or no tears at all just pleasure, sadness, madness, who knows hehe ok I'm done for now. If you guys had to hear me talk you would have to record it and play back because of how many thoughts and how fast I talk. I have yet to meet anyone who has such a fast mind or metabolism or whatever but I've never been diagnosed with ADD ADHD or anything though it tickles my head sometimes because its too much hehe. I'm HDADHD, Its hard to pay attention but when I do its really clear hehe just a joke HD High Def Thank you so much for responding. By the way I'm right at ground zero, Tulsa, OK OSU Dr. Wymore yet no one will talk to me and there is no support here. I found a girl that had the marks on here hands and lesions on her arm. I asked her a few ?'s and she wanted to know how I knew these things. I told her to get on line immediately but I didn't keep in touch with her because I believe she does drugs and you know not one person is going to listen to her or anyone associated. They will blame the drugs.

Bessie Glavas said:

Cliff -
First, I believe you. I have not had exactly the same things, but know people who are totally sane and have had things happen and seen things that are at least as bizarre as what you describe.
Second, I want to say how sorry I am that you are living with the more extreme symptoms that "we" can get. Trying to hang onto your sanity while going through this is the most difficult thing that most any of us could ever experience. I sometimes wonder how many have committed suicide, people who never even knew that it is this disease.
This has been said by many, but if I didn't have this, I wouldn't believe it for a minute. For this reason, I am SO grateful to the Wymores. Savelys, Staningers, Strickers, Harveys, Kilanis, etc, who are supporting us, believe us, and are trying to help us. Every one of them is an exceptional human being and deserves our support and appreciation.
The most interesting (and frightening) thing you describe are the crystals with the images. Something about this is familiar, like maybe I heard something similar a long time ago. Have you saved these?
I have heard about people developing "tatoos" of things that have significance to them. I've heard this enough times that it must be true.
Another time I will tell a few of the most bizarre things that I have experienced, but I am tired right now and it will take some mental energy to retrieve those memories (from over two years ago).
I hope you are going to be OK, after "going public". Perhaps it will help others to either come forward or to be grateful if it hasn't been so bad for them.

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Permalink Reply by Sherry Taylor on December 10, 2009 at 1:22am

Hi Cliif,
Sherry here. Well with much effort I managed to get a picture on my gmail...not clear but it gives you an idea...I've hardly slept for 10 months. Have warm Canadian hat on...actually it is from Sweden....Linderberg.
The fibers were an early phenomenon for me..plus stuff bubbling out of my wall near the bed.... but the antennae things sticking up out of the radio(red) and black onewelded to the skylight cover with this black sticky stuff...was probably the freakiest. Lots maybe this whole thing is ...surprising would be the mildest term. Worm tracks and worms moving under the skin and melting the skin when moving to the surface...looked like burns to doctors. The clear tubules with round knotted balls on top growing out of my finger tips were strange . A "hair worm" I'll call them moved onto a leaf when I offered it.... Actually today I saw one on the neck of the mouthwash bottle , then it disappeared. The critters like doorways...which is how I got this...waiting at Peter's door for some water(cesium). I taped my door because the methol bothered the neighbours and had to cut it to get out...fresh white paint..guess what black hairs(coarse) were stuck to the tape from the crack right at face level..I would have never known they were in there...they jump out at you and can absorb right in your skin in a flash...that's where they go when they seem to disappear. God, what a nightmare. I'm reading more about the composition..my thought ..it may be a hybrid fungus...grows like hypha. Heat or freezing doesn't kill this part of theMorgellons syndrom...dryness is good and a "key"..variety of distastful substances to them...mold the great leveler..persistance ..it;s hard when you feel like you got run over by a truck..it can kill you so we need to support each oher and fight back Luckily we are pretty stuborn people in a good way. one day I decided to meditate and observe...a larvae like critter (beige) with 2 front legs scooted towards me...moved behind up to meet front legs... with astounding speed...and changed direction when I moved..twice. Sincerely, sherry Taylor

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Permalink Reply by Sophie Depas on January 3, 2010 at 11:39pm

Hi Cliff!
I have just noticed 3 morgy shaped worms on my laptop screen...hmmm.. and the mysterious vermin eating my house just made a noise.lol appropriate setting! Particularly as I never thought it possible that I would encounter a description more extreme and jaw dropping than my own! WOW, you poor thing. I mean that from the bottom of my heart....
I have had some wild experiences and I will return to relay them to all!
with love and light
tink

Melvin "Cliff" Hull said:

Sure Bessie, I warn you this is long and very outrageous and I am taking a big chance here so please give your input positive or negative, I just want to know I can trust you'll understand if you haven't seen anything near this, well... maybe I needed some sleep hehe. I'll tell you what I told the first person my findings, I would completely understand and would never blame you a bit if you thought I was out of my freakin head. It started when I sneezed in the bathroom after a shower. Some "mucus" dots were on the mirror and I didn't clean them right away, but when I came back with windex I noticed they all traveled to the upper right. That got me curious. I will admit I picked a few times hehe and I began noticing they all seemed to have the same shape and as I looked close I saw a string or worm extend and retract till it was dry. They were so small then I kinda freaked but I know we get parasites so investigated and the only thing that was close was pinworms or cottonworms. The more I investigated the worse things got. I started see them lash out a good distance with quite some speed that I wasn't even sure if I had seen it for real, but as they got bigger I still had barely seen the lash but observed the placement of an "egg" or something. People see in "frames", some faster than others. My reflex's as well as metabolism are like lightspeed hehe I believe its said most people see about 30 to 40 frames a sec but I would same I'm more around 60 to 70 so it was hard to show someone first of all and hard not to appear crazy as you know. Try watching under a strobe light if you can, they sell them at Walmart. Then I got the lesions and soon followed were hairs that were alive. I watched as they clinch down on my skin like a wrinkle. They pop or snap when I finally break them free. I bought I bino-microscope and seen slightly transparent scorpions with an octagonal shaped abdomen area and a fluorescent dot in the center, objects that looked like small people, lizards that connected to each other over and over to make 1 long "hair" and watched these hairs appear and disappear as well as penetrate my skin with no feeling of it other than a sense they were there like a slight pressure or vibration. If I caught or removed a hair I only could feel It would appear between my fingers but I had to squeeze so tight or it would get away. When located I didn't realize it was irritating me almost exhausting until it was finally removed. Soon I found myself fighting to keep them out of my cuticles and there they would cause pain. Mainly red colored hairs. I had tickling irritations in my mouth and poked at it for days like an infection till pop out comes a ball of fiber. It happened several times except now they have the shape that appears on Marcs morgellon website. I have good hygiene on my teeth but somehow in 5 or 6 hours developed an absess tooth and had it removed. I've removed tons of long hairs from the next tooth forward. I found pods and squishy membranes that were the same consistency as larvae and when observed they were composed completely of fibers. Depending on a cycle I suppose I can hold my had up with a dark background and see an aura of hairs reaching out in every direction and if I hold my fingers about an in or two away from each other they lash out for one another. If I feel strong activity I can hold hair or some known fiber near my finger tips and they come to reach it. I have had what I thought was a canker sore in my mouth with a knot to one side and can move the knot till it comes out of the canker "hole" and move along my gums and up between my teeth to have several results. 1-It squished 2-It flew away 3-Isolated it to a spot which I could finally and only 1 time see it 4-It entered my fingertips through a split it had made with no blood and appeared to be well sealed but by pushin on the exterior of my skin I could navigate it and if I repeated I would end up with as many lumps as I had attempts 5-moved to the back side (throat side) of a tooth everytime I released or readjusted in attempt to retrieve, I have seen what appeared to be the construction of many insect mainly beetles by transparent "bodies" with the microscope 400x. I think but have not been convinced that their is a large "hair" living in my nasal passage and peeks out on occasion.
I would like to add a couple more things to this long and crazy story. I didn't mention all the fibers throughout my skin or octagons on my skin and items that come in contact because thats pretty well known but I will say this they are clear, white, blue, red, green, black, and white that turns to royal blue at somepoint. Also when I found the larvae all around the house and other places my feet and hands seemed to constantly have a tickle like itch to them and when the second round came, which was in May and 1 month after the 1st sighting I removed one from my foot and found on the floor several crystal balls. I don't know if they came from me or not but I found them the first time and didn't realize they may be part of this until they appeared 1 month later. Under the microscope they had shapes in them of familiar faces, nude images, horses, soldiers, an orange insect like creature but with limbs similar to a human (two arms and two legs) with a large forehead and scalp, there were lots of monster like faces, spiders, scorpions, all were transparent except the "insect". One last thing I'd like to add. I didn't find much that interested me on the net because everyone was soooo concerned with these fibers but screw the fibers what about the "invisible" things all over us and I'm not just talking about the "hairs". Hope I didn't scare you away hehe

Bessie Glavas said:

You bring up an interesting subject. There is only one person that I have told everything to as far as what I have seen and experienced. And that includes others with Morgellons. Some of this stuff was so insane that I can hardly believe it myself. It's little wonder non-Morgies have trouble believing us - we ourselves have trouble believing it!
Do you want to go first? Tell us the worst, most bizarre thing you have seen.

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Permalink Reply by Sherry Taylor on January 4, 2010 at 1:18am

A funny thing happend..i was trying to get on the Canadain site and when asked what my "diagnosis" was the only thing I could think of was ..."seriously"?
Anyway I made a list of things.( you know, the usual suspects..bugs, lesions that won't heal, insomnia, feeling really sick "hair-like critters everywhere, and a great variety of bugs being very attracted to me......but forgot all about the wierd fibers..which freaked me out horribly the first several months... clear ones growing out of my finger tips..looking like they werre trying to communicate with each other. Never mind the irridescent coloured octagonal shaped "things" etc.
Very strange squeeking noises when i had my head under water in the tub(not the neighbours)...like scritching..hard to describe.
The inch and a half red neon antenna sticking straight up out of the clock radio...they broke it. The volume started to go up an down capriciously..
Oh and the big honking black antenna on the sky light cover. Now that just made me mad.
It was bad.
I guess at some point I just stopped gathering specimens and talking about it.
But..last night after the cayenne bath..there on my right forearm was a bronze coloured band of metalic shiny something or other...and I hadn't moved..I think it's metals or silicone coming out..
I'm noticing my lesions have gone away..or lessened considerably since i pick off every bug and rub my oil mixture in my skin..you could make up any one you want really (mine is neem,coconut,castor,peppermint at the moment..i'm out of coca butter)..lots work..only since the bugs are out from 1am to 4am my sleep pattern is messed up..but no more oozing unhealing infested lesions.
Since my frontal attack with the insect net from the dollar store in the tub the "hair worms" are making themselves scarce.
Also I started logos nutritionals and some mms and molecula silver ...thanks to an angel in my meditiation group...INSISTING that i do this and not giving up on me.
So do i believe you? Of course..who would make this stuff up? Nothing surprises me much anymore..the depths of despair people feel wrenches my heart. I felt like that too, and wasn't aware of how bad it was until someone i met on the net GOT IT and zoomed right into my mind with...don't jump.
Ok, now most religion i can handle..if it comes from love that's great but there are a few..zealots shall we say like the prayer rug guy..I'm sorry i don't know him but..a bit scary.
Oh, a huge thank you to all the admin guys and girls whole selflessly monitor these sites speaking for myself I really appreciate what you do, so thank you so much..the words seem inadequate...a big hug if i could. This wouldn't work without you watching our backs as it were.
I've got to learn to make this shorter..sorry guys..i'm trying.
Lots of love,
Sherry

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Permalink Reply by Sherry Taylor on January 5, 2010 at 5:58pm

Can you send us something, please, Cliff?
What are you up to?
I got a new lesion on my left wrist..darn.
The face is a hard one..I ordered Buckely's white ointment from our Save-On-Foods pharmacy department and slathered that all over my face for months..plus folded a pillowcase and tied it around my head over my eyebrows down to my mouth..leaving a triange open for the nose and mouth. If the eyebrows or eylashes got bad I used some silver(whatever you can get) on a corner of paper towel and held it there for a while. Ear plugs(I don't always remember, but try to) Put a drop of oregano oil on them first.
The Buckely's really helped me..god bless that bad tasting company. Vicks was a bit too slimey for me..but that could work. Then I started with the oil on my head when I noticed my hair was getting thinner and thinner..easier to wash..but hey i want some hair.
The stuff washes out of the pillow case and sheet I use.
That heating pad from Dr. Staninger..get one they are cheaper than the original Ceragem mats...i have one and that protects my "trunk" somewhat..and when I get a fever ( my body mounting a defense) it helps..and i can avoid the laundering of blankets.
Let me know please what you have tried that works?
Sincerely, Sherry

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Permalink Reply by janedoeBEATTHEBUGS on May 13, 2010 at 1:14am

yup, i shaved my arms the other day, put a warm light above my arm you can see new hairs growing out of my arms! and unlike an armhair, these sink of strech,and dont pull up the skin when pulled out. if you use perozide and a bright light shining on your arm, youll see them.. knw what they really hate? for you mouth, a qtip dipped in poerozide then anbesol. that hate anbesol!! brush teeth with perozide pouredover the toothpast on the brush.
for arms or legs, they HATE muscle rub! the menthol kind. they dont like that at all!

Melvin "Cliff" Hull said:

Sure Bessie, I warn you this is long and very outrageous and I am taking a big chance here so please give your input positive or negative, I just want to know I can trust you'll understand if you haven't seen anything near this, well... maybe I needed some sleep hehe. I'll tell you what I told the first person my findings, I would completely understand and would never blame you a bit if you thought I was out of my freakin head. It started when I sneezed in the bathroom after a shower. Some "mucus" dots were on the mirror and I didn't clean them right away, but when I came back with windex I noticed they all traveled to the upper right. That got me curious. I will admit I picked a few times hehe and I began noticing they all seemed to have the same shape and as I looked close I saw a string or worm extend and retract till it was dry. They were so small then I kinda freaked but I know we get parasites so investigated and the only thing that was close was pinworms or cottonworms. The more I investigated the worse things got. I started see them lash out a good distance with quite some speed that I wasn't even sure if I had seen it for real, but as they got bigger I still had barely seen the lash but observed the placement of an "egg" or something. People see in "frames", some faster than others. My reflex's as well as metabolism are like lightspeed hehe I believe its said most people see about 30 to 40 frames a sec but I would same I'm more around 60 to 70 so it was hard to show someone first of all and hard not to appear crazy as you know. Try watching under a strobe light if you can, they sell them at Walmart. Then I got the lesions and soon followed were hairs that were alive. I watched as they clinch down on my skin like a wrinkle. They pop or snap when I finally break them free. I bought I bino-microscope and seen slightly transparent scorpions with an octagonal shaped abdomen area and a fluorescent dot in the center, objects that looked like small people, lizards that connected to each other over and over to make 1 long "hair" and watched these hairs appear and disappear as well as penetrate my skin with no feeling of it other than a sense they were there like a slight pressure or vibration. If I caught or removed a hair I only could feel It would appear between my fingers but I had to squeeze so tight or it would get away. When located I didn't realize it was irritating me almost exhausting until it was finally removed. Soon I found myself fighting to keep them out of my cuticles and there they would cause pain. Mainly red colored hairs. I had tickling irritations in my mouth and poked at it for days like an infection till pop out comes a ball of fiber. It happened several times except now they have the shape that appears on Marcs morgellon website. I have good hygiene on my teeth but somehow in 5 or 6 hours developed an absess tooth and had it removed. I've removed tons of long hairs from the next tooth forward. I found pods and squishy membranes that were the same consistency as larvae and when observed they were composed completely of fibers. Depending on a cycle I suppose I can hold my had up with a dark background and see an aura of hairs reaching out in every direction and if I hold my fingers about an in or two away from each other they lash out for one another. If I feel strong activity I can hold hair or some known fiber near my finger tips and they come to reach it. I have had what I thought was a canker sore in my mouth with a knot to one side and can move the knot till it comes out of the canker "hole" and move along my gums and up between my teeth to have several results. 1-It squished 2-It flew away 3-Isolated it to a spot which I could finally and only 1 time see it 4-It entered my fingertips through a split it had made with no blood and appeared to be well sealed but by pushin on the exterior of my skin I could navigate it and if I repeated I would end up with as many lumps as I had attempts 5-moved to the back side (throat side) of a tooth everytime I released or readjusted in attempt to retrieve, I have seen what appeared to be the construction of many insect mainly beetles by transparent "bodies" with the microscope 400x. I think but have not been convinced that their is a large "hair" living in my nasal passage and peeks out on occasion.
I would like to add a couple more things to this long and crazy story. I didn't mention all the fibers throughout my skin or octagons on my skin and items that come in contact because thats pretty well known but I will say this they are clear, white, blue, red, green, black, and white that turns to royal blue at somepoint. Also when I found the larvae all around the house and other places my feet and hands seemed to constantly have a tickle like itch to them and when the second round came, which was in May and 1 month after the 1st sighting I removed one from my foot and found on the floor several crystal balls. I don't know if they came from me or not but I found them the first time and didn't realize they may be part of this until they appeared 1 month later. Under the microscope they had shapes in them of familiar faces, nude images, horses, soldiers, an orange insect like creature but with limbs similar to a human (two arms and two legs) with a large forehead and scalp, there were lots of monster like faces, spiders, scorpions, all were transparent except the "insect". One last thing I'd like to add. I didn't find much that interested me on the net because everyone was soooo concerned with these fibers but screw the fibers what about the "invisible" things all over us and I'm not just talking about the "hairs". Hope I didn't scare you away hehe

Bessie Glavas said:

You bring up an interesting subject. There is only one person that I have told everything to as far as what I have seen and experienced. And that includes others with Morgellons. Some of this stuff was so insane that I can hardly believe it myself. It's little wonder non-Morgies have trouble believing us - we ourselves have trouble believing it!
Do you want to go first? Tell us the worst, most bizarre thing you have seen.

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Permalink Reply by nikki on May 21, 2010 at 7:30am

Spiders , this is the second time i heard about this. I have also heard that it was a plant fungus attacking humans instead of plants. I grab hold of it and i actually feel it wiggyling to get away from me. I have used tweasers but they break off. Anyone has any suggestions? Does any one work with this M problem . Can I go after the doctors for Missdiagnose and mentel anguish. Im about to become broke. My teen son is now in the hospital , I believed I have effected him. Even though it said not to be contagious . Why then do we have these pepper mites, sand like things ,and threads comming off us if it was not ment to be spread. Please let me know

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Permalink Reply by Eileen Matichuk on May 21, 2010 at 1:49pm

You can beat this thing. I did it in 2008 and am doing it again. I started this after taking anti-biotics in March. It became full-blown (except no spiders or pepper mites) in about 6 weeks. When the immune system gets weak everything starts attaching the body. I have had repeated bouts of candida infections for about 45 years. I guess my body defenses finally broke down. But I am a fighter so began the fight for my right to be free of parasites eating away at me. I began the fight a few weeks ago and am almost free again. But there was a lot of research into the past history of the thing and what I had done before, visits to the naturopathic doctors and to health food store clerks who were well versed in strange diseases. I began to work on removal by getting the anti-yeast prescription and then the anti-parasite prescription from my doctor. I constantly clean and wash everything and every part of my body. I use soaps that are safe and cleaners for the morgellons disease which I bought from the All Stop company (Q-Based Dermatech RX.) I also had some virus infestation so used Zovirax on those spots. I have found out that when I find a cure for one thing this disease finds another way of attaching itself to me. Therefore I continue to work on finding new ways of beating it. With a lot of prayer all along the way. I believe some helps are shown to me by God. In 2008 He healed me but now He is guiding and directing me in finding ways for my own healing and health.

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Permalink Reply by Eileen Matichuk on May 21, 2010 at 2:02pm

If you are interested you could read my blog of when I had it in 2008. It was pretty horrific. I thought that I would have to separate myself from my children and grandchildren for fear of passing this on to them. The doctors and dermatologists treated me like I was imagining things and the staff in the hospital locked me up. They tried to force me to see a psychiatrist so took my clothes and locked them up and locked me in a room. When my husband came for me they refused to let him take me until I saw a psychiatrist. The praychiatrist realized I was ok and released me but told me that I was too concerned about my sores so should get busy and do other things instead of being so concerned about my skin. The said I had delusional parasitosis.

I became afraid to tell any medical proffessional what was going on. They thought I was cutting myself and causing the skin sores, cuts and rashes to get attention.

I kept on trying and because I did not give up was healed completely. I now am working at getting a complete healing again. I am almost there, Praise God!

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